Paula Andrea Pyle, MA Esoteric Spiritual Therapist. Proud Native {Born, Bred, and Resident} of North Carolina, married 41 spectacular years, 6 children, 11 grandchildren.

As an Executive Mode of Cosmic Therapist, I am passionate about love, living, laughter, liberty, learning, listening, loosening up, lounging, lunch, liveliness, literacy, lip stick, letting my hair down, leaping, leaning, libido, lifting, linking, looking, lodging, lemons and lyrics.

My personal and professional background is wide and varied. I have a BS in Communication with a MA in Art Education currently pursuing a Ph.D in Educational Psychology, Adult Learning. I am an Spiritual Cosmic Therapist, artist, entertainer, singer/songwriter, musician, composer, playwright, perfumer, professional astrologer, tarot consultant, Numerologist, author, teacher, speaker, poet and self-taught chef.

 I am also the creator/host of the entertainingly popular MODE of Cosmic Therapy Hour television show. In addition, I am the Founder/Director of M.O.D.E of Cosmic Therapy Esoteric Spiritual Psychological Adult Education

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Esoteric Spiritual Psycho-Analysis

According to Wikipedia, the earth is 4.54 billion years old, give or take a day or two. If this information is anywhere near accurate, then we, as, human beings, having emerged from a planet so vast and old, have accumulated infinite possibilities and inclusive patterns of stabilizing survival mechanisms. We could ask, “What are we doing here, in the first place”, but that’s another can of worms, altogether. However, let us seriously ponder: at this particular place, at this tempered time, at this jolting juncture, at this precise point, how have we arrived at exactly and precisely, where we are located in this moment?

In our seemingly sacredly sensual, monotonously meaningful, turbulently trying life, the glaring question before us: what will we do, while we are taking up this allotted designated ‘space’ on the planet? With this question firmly planted in mind, could it be possible that we have, in fact, been positioned here for a designated purpose or has the event been purely coincidental and randomly posited?

Seems so unlikely, after incalculable years, of the implausible formation of such a nefarious planet, whose surface, houses nearly 6 billion people, currently; that the culmination would result in a meaningless, insignificant and inconsequential hodge-podge stew. Somehow, somewhere, in some extraneous fashion (we, as the inhabitants of the planet, itself, may not ever know for certain) that the profoundly nebulous, resonating existence of population has to matter. “Who are we, really and what do ‘we-more-than-anything-else-in the-whole-wide-world’ want?” Do we know? Do we even have a clue? Does it even matter?
 

In order to begin the unraveling process of discovering just what it is that makes us tick, turns our knobs, pushes our buttons, thrills our soul, incites our hearts to action, causes us to genuinely desire something worth experiencing, and last but certainly not least, after having experienced these earth bound sensual feelings, be open and receptive enough to express them without fear of being misunderstood, misinterpreted and worst of all, rejected?

Can we venture into that part of our latent artistic self which holds the key to our superlative expression?

When we seriously think about it: what does our lives consist of? I’m not talking about the rattled off familiar scenes and recognizable people who pepper our world on a daily basis; I am referring to the ‘what’ that constitutes our genetically structured age old being. Our sublimely creative, artistically infused, sacredly sensual, hallowed scientifically expressed sexual nature; our genuine sublime essence of which there exists no formative explanation or definition. In other words, we inhabit a body, supposedly, yet the body of the world, in which we were born, thrive, survive and breathe supports us by and through an inexplicable process, sort of like the RNA duplicating procedure in the mind-boggling, miraculous human machine, itself.

The current validated scientific facts which support our physical body’s biological formation of protein and DNA does little to suggest how or why the incomparable RNA links the two worlds together, causing them to manifest in extraordinarily, self-vested, mind-boggling life-sustaining processes!

In other words, we exist, in as much as genetic scientists can discern, from an incalculable emergence from probably around 4 1/2 billion years ago.

Not in the same replica as we now, appear, but as the minuscule beginning of something so divine, it simply boggles the imagination. An unutterable creation of such distinction, it defies the widest possible range of imaginative brain development. It goes without repeating, but, nevertheless; we are very old. So, old, that if we thought about the, Master of Divine Essence, from which we arrived, we would be far more celebratory, observant and filled with continual, acknowledged gratitude, just to be alive and able to function, in whatever manner we do.

Though our hallowed beginnings are unmistakably indefinable, to say the least, and, intelligently incomprehensible, to say the most, we are not left without blatant clues, as to who it is we are, and what we genuinely want. The problem arises when we confuse who we are with others and try to fulfill needs and desires, we don’t really possess. We are so thoroughly penetrated and unsuspectingly infiltrated daily by our peer’s (family, friends, society’s) opinions, ideas and thoughts, which influence each and every one of our decisions, big and small, that, in order to sift our latent desires and needs through a sieve would be most appropriate to filter out what’s not really part of our divine nature and sublime intent.

Something bothers us. It has for a very long time, probably from the beginning. We have wrestled with it, continuously. We remain unsettled, unresolved, and unfinished. Sometimes, we call it boredom; other times, we define it as restlessness and dissatisfaction. But, the truth stands while the rest falls away. The something that continues to bother us is this: we want our unconcealed core to speak to us clearly and uninterruptedly.

How is that possible? By taking it upon oneself to study, observe, examine and carefully ‘Pay Attention’ to what is going on in and out of us, all the time. IF we, are, in fact, intricately connected with everything that presently exists, (as the most learned physicists suggest) barring nothing and no one, then, obvious clues are blatantly offered to us at every moment, as a discernible means to viably direct our paths. (From the unending events, situations, circumstances, episodes, relationships, and conflicting interactions, as well as, loving unions)

So how does one start on the road to unveiling the proposed mystery of “himself”? It’s no bed of roses, I can tell you, from experience. No. It does not come easy. Does anything? It’s a self-generating esoteric psycho-analytic process involving the most entertaining, engaging, studious hours of committed psychological focus upon oneself. First, we start by stopping the incessant chatter of the ‘barking dog’ in our mind’s I.

We all possess an inherent motivating artistic impetus. Sexually imbued and creatively endowed:”Sexuality is the highest form of Spirituality available to mankind.”(MODE of Cosmic Therapy, 1995) By and through the allocated decision to discover for oneself, what really and genuinely motivates him/her, the consecrated magical method begins. It’s an act of faith, since it is the “thing hoped for and not yet seen”, as St. Paul spoke of in the ancient blessed text.

No other subject in the universe is as fascinating and mysterious as the subject of YOU! You can discover for yourself, who you are and what it is, you more-than-anything-in-the-whole-wide-world want, IF you begin the transcendentally invigorating process of dedicated study. Esoteric Astrology would be a great psychological tool to use to get started with. It’s an age old probe into our latent desire. The newly released book, available on Amazon: MODE of Cosmic Therapy Esoteric Psycho-Analytic Map of Astrological Houses would certainly aid you in your new-found treasured quest.
 

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Do you have any genuine idea who you really are and what it is you ‘more than anything in the whole wide world’ want? Most people don’t have a clue. They THINK they do, but they are as far removed from the truth of what constitutes their innate being of actual contentment as does a doughnut differ from a New York Strip Steak in nutrient composition.

IF you don’t know who you are, you can’t possibly begin to imagine what you absolutely want. Without knowing who you really are, you may have lived your entire life under falsely embellished suppositions, firmly influenced ideas, fearfully established goals, and fastidiously monitored aspirations of others.

Instead of following your own heart’s desire, you may be living out the unfulfilled dreams of others, as a means of pacifying their deeply unresolved natures. Unfortunately, we carry within our own psyches the uninvited, infiltrated voices of countless people who have ever made an impact on us and continue to do so. It matters not whether the impact is negative or positive, the influential voices prevail.

Restlessness, lining, weight issues, promiscuity, boredom, depression, anger, loneliness, lawlessness, health concerns, and addiction, whether sexual, alcohol, food, shopping, gossiping, or drugs are verifiable barometers of not knowing, Who you are and what you want. When we are not in tune with the ‘still small voice’ who resides within the deepest recesses of our ‘natural and convenient’ selves, we manufacture a superficial existence of continued disappointment.

Bottom line: we are ‘flat out’ miserable. Because we don’t know what to do with ourselves (the untamed bodies and chatter-filled minds we carry around), we blame, criticize, complain, condemn, and contrive drama in order to entertain and distract us. Problem is: we are not amused or diverted for long. We must return to our first love (ourselves) empty handed.

No one (other than yourself) carries the sacred script for your life. You are a god in the making: ‘Master of Divine Essence’ who has simply forgotten his/her celestial heritage. Endowed with numerous sensual, sublimely sexual artistic gifts waiting to be unearthed, explored, and expressed, you are charged with the ardent responsibility of discovering your creative talents. How will this incomparable self-liberating feat be achieved? By entering the door marked: Enter at Thy Own risk.

Most often times, people stare straightway into the face of their most profound desires and then, turn away because someone says it would not be good for them, it won’t make them any money, or they aren’t cut out for that particular path. Now, tell me, how can they possibly know what’s good for you when an undefined particular yet-to-be manifested destiny lies buried within your frame of reference?

You are certainly NOT what you think you are; nor are you what they think you are. More importantly, are you not innately vested in trying to fulfill any notion they may have of you or for you. Besides, you are simply not inclined or interested, or invested IF the real truth be known. You, alone, are given the arduous task of excavating the searing passion pumping through your veins. No matter IF it seems totally ridiculous, unrelated and completely unattainable.

WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT?

The indomitable question will remain, feeding the restlessness in your unsettled soul, until you dare to take the risk of moving past the barriers and restrictions you’ve placed upon yourself as a ‘means’ of self-vested security. The incalculable ludicrous ‘ways’ you go about trying to find happiness in your pursuit of fulfilling a supposed role you and others have set plays itself out in sheer lunacy.

It boils down to your coming to terms with a mysterious face you’ve never met, been introduced to or have only had mere glimpses of. Having undervalued, disregarded and misconstrued your true face sublime sensuality, you have attributed (been attracted to) characteristics to/in the other, inadvertently. Because you are not intimately familiar with the inherent resonating tone of your innermost nature, you mistake attributes in the other which naturally reside in you.

Trouble arises in the midst of your assigning ‘yearned for’ personality traits (expecting the other to respond in accordance), in various situations, instead of realizing it is you who possesses the urges and/or repressed expressions. Needless to say, complications ‘rise up’ which thwart communication and fuel unnecessary difficulties in the relationship.

WE create our barriers and form our restrictions based upon false assumptions and projected ideals. In ignorance, do we shun our deepest base desires for fear of not understanding their sanctified origins. While we remain estranged from our essential (primal) essence, we continue to run into walls, feeling isolated abandoned, depressed, neglected and hopelessly disinterested.

Somehow, we delude ourselves into thinking that unless the instinct driven urge is attached to a worthwhile, respectable and peer approved cause, we will fall into a blackened hole of disrepute. But, nothing could be further from the truth. We all do what we do with a lust of result’ in mind. We are no without guile. In so being, as one great master said, “if you lust in your heart, it’s as if you already committed the act.” (Paraphrased)

Never did he say, the genetic instincts were not there for a divine reason or not innocent in their formation. Yet, we continue to push aside these promptings as if they belong to someone else or as if they are hedonistic and vile without reverent purpose and sanctified cause. Ideas, we carry far too many pre-conditioned ideas of others and have so identified with them and their thoughts; we know not how to detach ourselves enough to find our ‘straight and narrow’ way.

Although detachment is the doorway to enlightenment, in the early stages, most especially, when we do not understand the whirlwind of uncertain activity taking place, since we’ve never really experienced it for ourselves, we either run or hide, seeking every available avenue to numb the unnatural sensation or we try to work ourselves into oblivion.

We’ll do just about anything to keep us from facing the perpetual self-propelled demons of our precious ruthless soul’s release, stalking us. As long as we keep denying the existence of our unsettled, unexpressed, creatively artistic natures, anger, resentment, bitterness, along with an unrelenting sense of helplessness soon follows course.

Life offers so many blatant clues, signs, symbols and omens of our needful but disruptive despair in order to call us in but we turn a deaf ear. WE either descend further into denial of anything being amiss or we exaggerate the circumstance beyond any possible former recognition of resemblance. Why? We don’t know how to be still in the midst of the turbulent passing storm. We are tossed about by, every wind of advice, rain of rescuing doctrine, snow of appeasing guidance, and sun of comforting suggestions which seem offer optimistic resolutions.

Yet, beneath all of this raging incessantly ego-motivated fury, the ‘still small voice’ waits, unobtrusively. WE must act; we tell ourselves. We must do something to relive the pressure. We add insult to injury by ascribing to each act, wise or foolish, we undertake, as a rational justification for doing what we do. Sometimes in the most bizarre of circumstances, we result to outlandish measures simply as an introducing scapegoat to an uncompromising, unwarranted end.

The action taken is therefore perpetrated by an ulterior motive, not necessarily wanting or needing the spurious outcome, but just to ‘act on purpose’ seems to calm the raging waters for a season. But, again, because we are acting outside of ourselves, with our words and hearts not being aligned with the truest intent of our sacredly meticulous souls, we end finding we have merely created another coffin where we play dead. No fun in that! In the end, we are left with the unremitting question:

“Who are you and what do you want?”

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We each inhabit a universe of our own making. We breathe, move and have our being in that universe, alone. No one other than the ‘me’ we recognize as our self inhabits the world of which we sleep, eat, drink, stir around and communicate. Although our delegated personal universe is integrated and permeated with other reflective essences, people, places, things, events, we are basically resounding and rebounding in our very own prefabricated world. It is in that indelibly imprinted sacred existence; our own world of feelings, saturated from within our singular level of consciousness, that we exist primarily without exception. Our feelings, expressed and concealed emotions, form this sanctified universe. Feelings arise from the collective unconscious layer of esoteric vaults of human experience.

From this matrix of personalized creative endeavors, we live, love, laugh, luxuriate and languish in our day to day dramas. No one other than our self is privy to the personal experience of our inner universe of cognitive interpretation; one may even refer to it as the cherished psyche’s evaluation of occurrences. It is here in this particular boxing ring where our opponents come to bout. Favorable or unfavorable in outcome makes no difference. We enjoy the spectatorship involved in the playing out of the various rounds of sparring conflict until we arrive at or derive from some point of consolable, agreeable and/or acceptable resolution.

Our infrared colorful mind creates the experience of which, we first resist, in order for relationships to exist. As contrary as this bit of esoteric information may sound, it is none the less true. Epistemologically, the so called mind’s creative world of various involvements includes the parameters of the entire galaxy. Resistance is the first esoteric law of being.

Nothing is exempt. Nothing is left out. All-everything that exists-formulates the emotional galactic stew. How could it be, otherwise? Herein, lies the importance of becoming familiar with your astrological houses of the natal chart. But, more importantly, the undercurrent of esoteric psycho-analytic stirrings, not usually associated with ones life, will be dealt with in this particular book.

Our predisposed psyche (meticulously unrestrained unconscious realm of integrated association) recognizes, accepts or rejects, and assumes what it will, how it will, and when it will. Our personal relationships, carried out through distinctions, preferences and repulsions are generated upon the self-same latent analysis. These esoteric promptings are filtered through and between our feelings, along with the interpretative dormant value associated. Something as simple as the song playing on the radio, a past scent remembered, our last meal and the kind of shoes we choose to wear on any given day are not disconnected from the primary influence of the stars. In other words, everything plays a part in the divinely orchestrated cosmic play.

In the world of our creatively crafted inhabitance, we selectively attract what and who will or will not inhabit our space. Though most of our decisions are completely generated from the unconscious realm, we none the less invite participants into our world for further evaluation and interaction. In other words, the men and woman we select to pepper our lives have everything to do with our personal evolution, and we, theirs. We do not have to be conscious of the purpose of their involvement, we merely respect the idea that they would not be in our faces IF we did not want and need their vital participation.

When we quickly and inaccurately determine that we “know” this or that, about a particular person’s involvement or participation in a specific relationship, that’s not necessarily the case. Which brings us to another point of occult discussion; the generalized world of feelings, we inhabit completely and dramatically, derives its substance from universal consciousness. Consciousness, which exaggerates romantic involvements, almost to the point of spectacle, in order to attach itself to a necessary undercurrent of suppressed emotions demand the onslaught of an involvement which provide the perfect conditions to bring about vital growth. The participation and observation of the mal-aligned interpretations attached to the romance operate independently of solicited outcomes without regard for favor or approval.

Let me clarify further: when we say ‘I know why I am involved with this or that person’, we fall a little short; except in the fact, we can only ‘know’, be conscious of, nothing but our own feelings in the matter. And, they are persuasively distorted. Be they colored or profusely embellished, our personal feelings represent something other than the actual event, person or involvement, simply because we think about, gauge, measure, compare, and analyze, in order to conclude or determine how it benefits or hurts us in some way.

The fact is, we are doing nothing but presenting to ourselves various relationships, circumstances and scenarios so that we may choose to act out, develop, characteristics needful in ourselves, which have previously remained undeveloped. In order to evolve, since we all must extend our curiosity on some level, we choose to “work out our own salvation through fear and trembling.” Bottom line: our interacting ‘other selves’ are based upon previous demonstrable alternatives that we unconsciously select to bring us to the forefront of introduction to our latent artistic selves. Short order version: we need whatever and whoever is facing us at the moment for reasons beyond our present level of comprehension.

Our level of comprehension certainly varies from person to person depending upon the background of experiences. For example, if we were to approach our experiences as a physicist investigating physical phenomena, we would not only inquire into the possible verifiable action of events, but more importantly search for the cause of the specific relative occurrences by the obvious actions one event has had upon another. What patterns and repetitive threads led to and ties the unit to together?

We would approach the investigation by either one of two ways; applying the action, relationship, as part of a larger system usually referred to as ‘laws’ or, by observing the decomposition, break down or break-up, involved in the termination of the involvement into smaller and smaller molecular forms of supposed motion. We would then determine its polar opposite migration. Furthermore, we would proceed in dissecting the DNA, acting as the preverbal pea under the twenty mattresses, which only the ‘real’ princess could detect. How similar is the investigative process to unravel our celestially hidden galactic origins?

I am certain; no one would approach the ‘other selves’ in their lives in such a fastidious manner in order to follow the cause of events back to the original source of the intricately layered complex reasons for the attraction even IF it were possible to do so. But should one follow the multi-faceted turbulent trail, like the trained physicist, in the final analysis of his committed observation, he would inevitably discover that star patterned influenced sensation, feelings, of the observed state resides as the culprit, not the relationship itself. Which brings us to the significance of the astrological houses in revealing pertinent information for the seeker to add to his current understanding of perplexing involvements? When discovering the inherent esoteric psychological motivations, the person is apt to interact and function more consciously in various relationships. It’s called “Showing Up For Your Life.” It’s all part of the Mode of Cosmic Therapy Esoteric Spiritual Psycho-Analytic Astrological package.

Though to a physicist, the source of voluntary or involuntary motion, relationship, is nothing more or less than a mathematical symbol which definitively acts as depositor of sign post, various houses in the natal chart serve the same purpose. It’s a matter of recognizing, adapting, organizing and accepting innate feelings as symbolic representations of perfect portals of understanding, instead of barometers of either defeat or success. In this case, the esoteric art and science of psycho-analytic astrology informative data brings added insight into the complicated but confusing scenario.

Our personal emotional relative universes are contrived patterns of diverse psychological weavings. The interworking of these specific zodiacal patterns in relationships, in combination with particular configurations of planets, operates as the indispensible cycles that steadfastly occur without relent. Understanding the esoteric psycho-analytic seasons in our lives, emotionally, we will be able to dress appropriately and because of it, our relationships will not carry the grunt and the brunt of it.

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